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I didn't want to have any relatioship with the first one, I just wanted to be his friend. With the second was diferent, I was needy at that time, I wanted the atention of someone so I can feel beautiful. I get upset with the third one, he was really stupid for letting being cheated, I wanted to go with him and tell him: 'Hey, I'm faithful' one of the many thing I never did, all of them are my faliures, and they hurt me everytime, not that much as they used to, but they still hurt, they're all alone now, I could go with them and at least try to be their friend, but I'm not good making friends as my mom says I've always been pretty stubborn, I try to change but I guss it's matter of time. But if I'm going to let the time pass by, then I'm not going to keep on thinking of old loves, I'm geting a new one.